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Mar. 4th, 2008 09:22 pmKazic III, far flung beyond the edges of civilised space, has always had it's own odd spirituality - Superstition and mysticism, finding significance in the most random of natural events, seeing omens in coincidence.
Atton has hated the superstition as long as he remembers. He knows was at least a factor in his people's decision to fear him, and while he doesn't question the wisdom of their choice (that, at least, was made clear in the coming years), it still stings that they took so easily to the idea of a living bad omen in their village, and that they decided so quickly to respond with hate, or at least fear.
On Kazic III, on an island in the middle of a lake, he kneels before a badly put together memorial and runs through the prayers for the dead anyway. He falters frequently, forgets the words, needs to check the datapad Lyman prepared for him, but continues nonetheless. The prayers are sung, low and mournful, to the mess of wood and stone in the centre of the island.
It takes a while. The prayers are long. Throughout his song, it strikes him several times that he's not a religious man, and he doesn't believe in what he's singing, so what's the point of it? He continues nonetheless, pushing his self-loathing down, justifying it to himself, in his head, in several different ways, each more convoluted than the last.
Eventually, he reaches the end, wipes the paint off his face and pads away to the nearby boat.
Technically he should also shave off his hair, but there's no way he's doing that.
Atton has hated the superstition as long as he remembers. He knows was at least a factor in his people's decision to fear him, and while he doesn't question the wisdom of their choice (that, at least, was made clear in the coming years), it still stings that they took so easily to the idea of a living bad omen in their village, and that they decided so quickly to respond with hate, or at least fear.
On Kazic III, on an island in the middle of a lake, he kneels before a badly put together memorial and runs through the prayers for the dead anyway. He falters frequently, forgets the words, needs to check the datapad Lyman prepared for him, but continues nonetheless. The prayers are sung, low and mournful, to the mess of wood and stone in the centre of the island.
It takes a while. The prayers are long. Throughout his song, it strikes him several times that he's not a religious man, and he doesn't believe in what he's singing, so what's the point of it? He continues nonetheless, pushing his self-loathing down, justifying it to himself, in his head, in several different ways, each more convoluted than the last.
Eventually, he reaches the end, wipes the paint off his face and pads away to the nearby boat.
Technically he should also shave off his hair, but there's no way he's doing that.